Hi beautiful angel, Can't believe its going to be christmas eve in 4 days, and I've never felt less christmassy ! I've got the tree and everything up and all presents wrapped, but i just don't have any Christmas spirit in me at all, I'm really trying my best to make it a good Christmas for our Ste. He's got a girlfriend now, she's called Abbie, she's spending xmas with us, well she spends most of her time here than she does at home haha. They've been together about 8 or 9 months now, she's a lovely girl, you'd really like her. Well I've finally stopped smoking after all these years, i stopped at beginning of September, feel so much better for it too, you'd be proud of me for that. I'm sorry I've not been to your resting place to see you for a while, not been right good with my back etc, plus the weather hasn't helped with it been so cold, but i promise I'll be coming to visit you, grandad & auntie Thelma over Christmas, I've re done the lettering on that heart plaque so should be able to see it much better now, so I'll bring that with me when i come to place flowers down for you all. I'm missing you so so much gran, i know i shouldn't get upset and you wouldn't want me to be sad, but i can't help it, i just miss you so much, i wish i could have a big cuddle from you. I promise I'll keep a smile on my face and make Christmas as good as possible for Ste. Love you & miss you more than you could ever imagine. Until we meet again my beautiful angel , love you always and forever 💜💜💜💜💜 xxxxxxxxxx